Thursday, December 12, 2019

Blessed by Grace


Emmanuel Moments

My, how foolish I am! You know what I've always thought? I've always thought a body would have to be sick and dying before they saw the Lord. And I imagined that when He came it would be like looking at the Baptist windows: pretty as colored glass with the sun pouring through. Such a shine you don't know it's getting dark. And it's been a comfort to think of that shine taking away all the spooky feeling. But I'll wager it never happens. I'll wager at the very end a body realizes the Lord has already shown Himself. That things as they are, just what they've always seen was seeing Him. As for me, I could leave this world with today in my eyes.”
Truman Capote (A Christmas Memory)

I had the pleasure of watching Delores Hydock, our best-known local story-teller, perform A Christmas Memory, last week. Even though I've heard it many times, it never gets old. Maybe that's because I resonate with the message. If you buy the notion that heaven is where you go only after your body dies, then why all the beauty in this world? What possible purpose is achieved by earth's gloriously colored sunrises and sunsets, or the sparkle of sunlight gleaming off the tops of ocean waves, or the rippling of desert dunes, or those wild, arched nature-creations in Bryce Canyon. Why would there be so much beauty on this earth if we were all simply to wait for the afterlife to fill us with awe? I'll be honest, I don't believe in “heaven” or “hell” except for the one's we create in our midst every day.

I love that the old woman in Capote's story is considered “simple minded” because of her love and excitement over the natural world and of the homely task of making fruitcakes. Think about this: where in the world would we be, and what kind of creatures would we be if no one had ever made us sweets—if there had never been a granny or an auntie who just loved to make cakes and pies for us? What a huge loss that would be—thank God for the “simple-minded” cake bakers, and the “child-like” pie makers in this world. Our lives would be far less blessed without them.

And blessed are those who see the face of “the Lord” in their fellow human beings, and in the sweetness of a baby-child, and in the loving loyalty of their furry pets. We are so used to being blessed on this earth that we think we deserve it—that it is simply our birthright to receive such bounty. But that is not the case. Such blessings are gifts that come only in our Emmanuel moments—our “God with us-God among us” moments. They are acts of grace for which the only proper response is to fall on our knees and give thanks.

I hope you are aware of your blessings today. Little glimpses of God, one and all.

                                                            In the Spirit,
                                                              Jane

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