Tuesday, July 7, 2020

Take a Deep Breath


Daily Resurrection

“It happens to us all…God simply keeps reaching down into the dirt of humanity and resurrecting us from the graves we dig for ourselves through our violence, our lies, our selfishness, our arrogance, and our addictions. And God keeps loving us back to life over and over.”
Nadia Bolz-Weber (Pastrix: The Cranky, Beautiful Faith of a Sinner and Saint)

          Resurrection didn’t just happen once with Jesus. It happens every day in cities and towns and in the countryside all over the globe. Resurrection happens when we decide we’ve had enough of something that is causing pain in our lives. When we decide to give up our addictions, our blame and shame, and find out what life is like without our anger. We humans make all kinds of stupid mistakes. For creatures who fancy themselves at the top of the food chain, we can think and act like bottom feeders. We can also be the ones to help others with resurrection.

          We have the capacity to love, and sacrifice, and care for those who are less able to care for themselves; not doing so is a choice. The paradox is that when we do reach out to help another, we feel as though we have been given a new lease on life—a little resurrection. When we withhold kindness and generosity, we feel mean-spirited and spiteful—a little death. When we realize that generosity of heart does not mean giving away something that belongs to us, but claiming a blessing for ourselves, we break free of the grave.

          I don’t believe that God is an entity that only functions from without. God is all that exists; we exist within God and God exists within us. God is the spirit of love and life within all of creation. But the doubtfulness of humans leads us to believe that it is not possible for the likes of us to be bearers of divine nature—we are too base and dirty to bring such illumination. But let us remember that God reached into the dirt to form us, and that all of creation came from the void. Jesus did not choose his disciples because they were pious, clean-living believers. They were as common as, well…dirt. Anyone who has a garden realizes that dirt is good stuff—the foundation of life itself.

          I think we needed a wake-up call, and the pandemic has given us one. It has given us time to remember who we are and what we are called to be and do in this world. We are called to end the violence and stupidity and walk together as children of the resurrection. We can choose life. And we can choose to help others live, too.

                                                  In the Spirit,
                                                  Jane

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