Saturday, July 11, 2020

Cracks in the Heart


Broken Hearts

“I’ll take this red ribbon
Stitch my heart together
It will heal, given time.
It beats a strange rhythm,
But I’ll still go on living
When I don’t get it right…”
Madilyn Bailey (from “Red Ribbon”)

          There is a beautiful video of Madilyn Bailey singing this song with the chorus of Public School 22 in New York. It is so beautiful, I cried. I hope you will search for it and take a listen. It’s not so much the song—it is about a romantic break-up and the resulting broken heart. We’ve all been there, haven’t we? The magic is in watching the kids in the background. They feel the music and cannot help moving to it even though they are seated in old, wooden, screwed-to-the-floor, auditorium seats I remember from the 1950’s.

          There are a couple of lines in this song, “Red Ribbon,” that I especially resonate with. One is, “The heart that’s been broken is a heart that’s been loved.” It reminds me of once hearing Scott Peck (The Road Less Traveled) say that only a broken heart has the space within it to love greatly. There is something about having one’s heart broken by love that produces maturity, even in children. It’s one of those Necessary Losses that psychologist Judith Viorst wrote a whole book about. Life dishes up some grief, but also so much joy. We are almost always willing to risk getting our hearts broken if it is the result of loving deeply. At least, I hope we are.

          The other line that struck a chord in me was this: “But I’ll still go on living when I don’t get it right…” It’s a good thing to remember that broken hearts are a product of living a real life. We certainly don’t go searching for the experience, but when it happens, we do live through it. And we live through it with bigger, more generous, and open hearts, because broken hearts do “heal, given time.” There’s a lot of grief right now. Reach out virtually and give someone a red ribbon.

                                                  In the Spirit,
                                                  Jane

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