Even
If You Have To Squint
“See
your imagination dawn
Around
the rim of your world.”
John
O’Donohue (To Bless the Space Between Us)
If you
are a writer or an artist—actually, anything at all—you know what it means to
go through a dry spell. These two years of pandemic created isolation caused one
enormous dry spell for many people—especially me. I’m glad to have Thanksgiving
behind us—even though I do enjoy the food, friends, and family—so that I can
begin to think about escaping this isolation. I’ve had my booster shot, and
hopefully, I’m good to go. The problem now is, “where?”
One of
the things that happens when you hit a dry spell is that your imagination
becomes tunnel vision. It’s hard to imagine anything at all except cold empty
branches. My solution is to turn to books, to read about landscapes in other
places—and to watch movies—The Holiday (UK, LA), The Piano (New Zealand), and a
whole bunch of incredibly dark Northern European television dramas (Finland,
Sweden, and one in Iceland). The landscapes are so different and starkly
beautiful, but they didn’t spark my imagination. Shows about serial killers
rarely do.
Maybe
the doldrums have their place. When creativity escapes you, maybe it’s time to sort
through the stacks of paper in your office, or clean under the refrigerator, or
dust the tops of the bookcases. Maybe it’s a good opportunity to sort through your
six-thousand back emails or clean out your storage room. Have I put you to sleep
yet?
That’s
how dry spells are. They’re like sleep-walking—you’re there but you aren’t
there. I wonder if you ever have them—these deserts where creativity goes to
die? I’m ready for my imagination to “dawn around the rim of my world.”
I know it will. And when it does, I’ll feel juicy again—just like the bare
maple tree in my front yard, the sap will rise again. Isn’t that how it works? Birth,
creativity, stagnation, death, rebirth. If we can just be patient with the
dismals, we’ll see crocuses spring from the ground. I hope your day is
brilliant.
In
the Spirit,
Jane
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