Monday, August 13, 2018

Quiet Courage


Survivors

Being a survivor doesn't mean being strong—it's telling people when you need a meal, or a ride, company, whatever. It's paying attention to heart wisdom, feelings, not living a role, but having a unique, authentic life, having something to contribute, finding time to love and laugh. All these things are qualities of survivors.”
Bernie Siegel, MD

A friend of mine enters hospital today for two weeks of treatment for Multiple Myeloma. First, he will receive a bolus of chemicals that will kill his bone marrow, and the next day, a stem cell transplant to regrow healthy blood cells. The stem cells are his own that were harvested last week, and before that, he endured a four-month-long trial of chemotherapy, twice weekly. This is the last leg of his treatment, and the most difficult. To get through all that, and what is to come, one must be a survivor.

I agree with Dr. Bernie Siegel that being a survivor and being a hero are not the same thing. In the case of cancer, or other life-threatening illness, being able to ask for help when you need it, being directive about what sort of help is needed, and simply being real about your illness and its challenges are essential to survival. Being a survivor requires endurance rather than heroics.

In the midst of the trials and tribulations of medical treatment, taking time to contemplate life and its blessings, to appreciate the people who support and care, and to simply love being alive is also a critical part of survival. Expressing this appreciation requires vulnerability and honesty. Being “strong” does not mean being unafraid; it means having the courage to express one's feelings without embarrassment. Anyone who undertakes medical treatment for a life-threatening illness feels fear, and claiming that allows others to be honest about their feelings, too.

Look around you today and understand that everyone you see has overcome some of life's major challenges, and yet they are here to tell the tale. Courage is quiet like that. They are not heroes; they are very courageous survivors. And, so are you.

                                                               In the Spirit,
                                                                   Jane





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