Monday, September 24, 2012

Say...what?


Asking Questions

I would like to beg you dear Sir, as well as I can, to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don't search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer.”
                      Rainer Maria Rilke (Letters to a Young Poet)

This quote from Rilke was the contemporary reading at my church yesterday. We hold that God didn't stop communicating with humanity with the Book of Revelation, but is still speaking today. Our minister, Sally, talked about how questioning is often shamed out of us as we go through school. The kid that asks too many questions is made fun of and shunned until he stops asking. I remember a boy who was in school with me, whose IQ was several standard deviations above the rest of ours, and not only did he ask too many questions, but he corrected the teachers when their information didn't jive with his research. He was not a popular child.

There's so much that we aren't born knowing, isn't there? As little children, we learn quickly to ask a million questions a day. I remember times when my own children were small, that I thought I would pull out all my hair if I heard “Why?” one more time. If we are fortunate, we keep that curiosity throughout life. We never stop wanting to know more about a variety of things. A curious mind it a pearl of great price.

Sometimes, however, we have questions for which there are no answers. The big questions, like, “Why are we here?” and “What is God?” and “Why is there evil in the world?” have no easy answers. We can only speculate. But holding the questions themselves is of value. They force you to open your eyes and ears and mind to the possibility that the answers will come. Rilke is quite right, some questions can only be lived into.

I hope you never stop questioning. Learning is a life-long pursuit that keeps you nimble. When you run up against something unanswerable, just hold the question, and life will show you the way.

                                             In the spirit,
                                                Jane

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