Tuesday, December 6, 2022

Losses and Gains

 

New View

“Barn’s burnt down—Now I can see the moon.”

Mizuta Masahide (17th century Japanese poet and samurai)

          The 12-Step divorce recovery program has a saying: “Divorce is the gateway to a new reality.” Now, I’m not advocating for divorce, but that is a true statement. And it doesn’t apply only to divorce. When we experience a major break in our lives, when something life-altering happens, we find ourselves scrambling for solid ground. In Alcoholics Anonymous it’s referred to as “hitting bottom.” There’s nowhere to go but up. Whatever happens to us, whether it is of our own doing or comes out of the blue, it ends one era of life and opens the door to another. Metaphorically, the barn burns down, allowing us a different view of what has always been there—ourselves.

          You know the look—you see it on the faces of folks whose home has just been swept away by a tornado. They stand before a giant heap of rubble, hollow-eyed and silent, thinking, “What just happened? How will I ever recover from this? Where do I even begin?” We see it when a husband or wife walks out the door or dies. We see it at funerals, at weddings, and in courtrooms; stunned people, not knowing what comes next. There’s a period of “rebooting,” or, as a friend of mine says, “regrowing one’s feathers.”

          In this vein, perhaps we could change the way we view major losses—not as tragedies, but as opportunities to reboot. Even major gains, like marriage or graduating from college, can be emotionally charged, stressful events. They, too, initiate a period of adjustment. Too bad they don’t come with instruction manuals and rules of the game.

Fortunately, with few exceptions, we are quite pliable. We bend, but we don’t break. It’s good to be patient with yourself, and to allow time for recovery whenever a major event happens—good, bad, or ugly. Just as you would with others, take care of yourself with kindness and, if you can manage it, with good humor. Laughter heals a multitude of ailments.

                                        In the Spirit,

                                        Jane

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