Tuesday, November 19, 2019

Good Choices--Bad Choices


Appreciate Your Life

Gratitude is the sweetest thing in a seekers life—in all human life. If there is gratitude in your heart, there will be tremendous sweetness in your eyes.”
Sri Chinmoy

As I lay in bed this morning, with dog-Liza poking me in the belly to get up, I pondered gratitude for all that is in my life—and for all that is NOT in my life. One of the things I am profoundly aware of is the wealth of unearned goodness that surrounds me—an embarrassment of riches and wonder. I wonder whether you feel that way, too. We go about our lives, at least I do, focused on all that is not ours, all the chaos in the world, all the inequality. Rarely do we stop to simply say thank you for what is. Thank you to the universe, to God, to one's fellow-humans, for life and breath and sweetness. I am also learning (in my dotage), to appreciate the goodness in what I do not possess, because it keeps me active and seeking.

Do you ever think about the impact of the choices you made in the past that have shaped the contours of your life? The people who surround you, the significant others you have chosen, the work you've done—and how it would be different had you made other decisions early on. Maybe these are the thoughts of an old woman ruminating on the past—but they are not unhappy. Here's the deal: Even though we can look back and see terrible mistakes, bad choices and stupid actions we undertook, (at least, I can) we can still have gratitude for all of them. They have been our teachers; they have brought us to here and now, and they have carved out our place in the stream of life. Had we made other choices, our lives would undoubtedly look different, but what part of this life, this here and now, would you sacrifice for that?

In this season of Thanksgiving, let's ponder gratitude's role in our lives. What are you grateful for having—and what are you grateful for not having? What brings you joy? How can you re-frame your “bad” decisions to glean the jewels within them? According to Lionel Hampton, “Gratitude is when memory is stored in the heart, and not in the mind.” What's stored in your heart?

                                                            In the Spirit,
                                                              Jane


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