Saturday, November 6, 2021

It's not a straight path.

 

Life Meanders

“Life meanders like a path through the woods. We have seasons when we flourish and seasons when the leaves fall from us, revealing our bare bones. Given time, they grow again.”

Katherine May (Wintering: The Power of Rest and Retreat in Difficult Times, p.68; Riverhead Books, 2021

          I love this little book about winter—even though I’m not a fan of actual winter’s cold weather. Katherine May uses winter as a metaphor for the times in our lives when we endure the difficult things that life brings of its own accord. At my stage of life, for many of us that means painful joints, gut issues, falls that break bones, and a host of other age-related maladies. We tell ourselves that it doesn’t have to be this way; that if we just eat a healthy diet, get daily exercise, drink plenty of water, and don’t stress ourselves, we will be fit and healthy to the end of a long and prosperous life. That’s just the Cheshire cat blowing smoke rings. Or was that the caterpillar with the hooka?

          The truth is that living healthy is very helpful, but one needs to start living healthy in their 30’s, not their 60’s or 70’s. And whether we like it or not, genetics is a real thing. I worked in a medical genetics’ lab in New York City for a couple of years doing chromosome studies from blood and bone marrow. One of the tests run on those strands of DNA we carry in every cell is florescent banding for certain diseases and disorders. If there is a family history of something that can be handed down from generation to generation, it often shows up as a band on a particular chromosome. Sometimes, those inherited predispositions never become active, but sometimes they are activated by other ailments, viruses for instance.  Bottom line is, we all carry the family history right in our cells. And at some point, those will likely come into play—even when we do everything right. We can beat ourselves up (and add to our stress) over our failure to “live right,” or we can deal with our problems when they arise.

          What May wants us to know is that even winter has its blessings. If we can put our judgements aside, we may realize that many of our aches and pains are the result of living so long—decades longer than past generations. There is evidence that our cave-dwelling ancestors had arthritis that distorted their bones in their 20’s and were elderly by their 30’s. That is, if they weren’t eaten as children by something bigger and meaner than they were.

          Winter may come around at any age—difficult times are not respecters of youth. It has to do, as everything does, with energy—there is summer energy, and there is winter energy, and they are different. Spring and fall are the “threshold” seasons.  Right now, collectively, we’re entering winter—the trees are drawing in their sap and leaves are falling. (Did you know that’s called abscission? There’s a lot of interesting science in this little book.) But as May points out, the buds of next year’s blooms and leaves are already on the trees—little nubs, scaled over to protect them from cold and insects. In fact, most insects are finding their winter burrows under the bark and will sleep until spring.

          If you are wintering now, know that it’s transitory—it’s one stage in life and if you can see it as that, you know that spring is in the bud, and in the earth, and in you. It will come in due time. For right now—rest, retreat when you can, and give thanks for life and breath and the sacredness of simply being here.

                                                  In the Spirit,

                                                  Jane

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