Tuesday, November 30, 2021

In Love with Color

 

Vincent

“For my part, I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of the stars makes me dream.”

Vincent Van Gogh

          I am going to see the Van Gogh exhibition today. I can hardly wait. What courage it took for that man to paint and to follow his own vision in what and how he painted. In his quotes there is one about fishermen who know how treacherous the sea is and how terrible the storm, but they still do not find that sufficient reason to stay ashore. He was such a man, I think.

          Courage is a valuable asset for anyone to possess in life. Van Gogh said, “What would life be like if we had no courage to attempt anything?” Very dull, no doubt. But to me, courage is not about scaling a thousand-foot rock face, or sky-diving, or climbing Mt. Everest. Those are just plain nutty to me—audacious temptation of fate. Courage is about getting up every day and facing the world as yourself. Not as the person society insists on your being but knowing yourself sufficiently well to stand in your own authenticity—regardless of cultural rejection. That’s what Van Gogh did.

          Van Gogh was a prolific painter, thank God, since he died at the tender age of 37 from a gunshot wound. Despite rejection of his art, and of him as a human being because of his mental illness, Van Gogh persisted. People with disabilities face these same challenges every single day, and here we are 200 years later, supposedly “woke,” and mental illness is still taboo, and still treated differently from other physical illnesses. We humans are slow to catch on.

          Instead of caving to society's demand for “pretty pictures,” Van Gogh said, “I dream of painting and then I paint my dream.” He was true to himself, and guided by love, which he believed to be the greatest source of creativity. “What is done in love is done well.” Amen, Vincent, amen.

                                                  In the Spirit,

                                                  Jane

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