Monday, February 8, 2021

Tired and bored with yourself?

 

Pursue Vitality

“The best way to deal with loneliness is to pursue vitality even in small things. This means keeping alive your curiosity, wonder, spirit of adventure, love of learning, creative character, interest in people, eccentricity, and contemplative lifestyle.”

Thomas Moore (Ageless Soul, p.215-216)

          I wanted to follow up yesterday’s post with some optimism. Yes, we have been forced for a year to curb our wanderlust, and to refrain from touching one another, since even handshakes carry a risk. Rather than languishing in our aloneness, we can make it “grow corn for us,” as our Native American brothers and sisters say. I know you are tired of inventing ways to entertain yourself; but for now, we must carry on. Since we cannot depend upon other people to fill our need for closeness, let’s make the most of being alone. At least we have hope of seeing the end of this nasty pandemic with the roll-out of vaccines. In the meantime, here’s my mountain-Daddy’s advice: “Buck up, Bucko.”

          When I run dry with my art, when everything begins to look the same, or is just plain boring, I change my focus. Thomas Moore, in this quote from Ageless Soul, gives us a list of ways to do that. I have noticed on Facebook that many folks are posting music videos and nostalgic dance moves to entertain themselves. There is a swing “Lindy” video right now that is fun to watch. Even better, is to put on some big band music and dance the Lindy yourself. I use a door frame as partner, or just dance freestyle. (Can you say, eccentric?) It’s good exercise and kind of like poking up a fire when it comes to energy and optimism. It’s almost impossible to “dance funky” and continue to feel sad.

          It helps to call upon activities that are tried and true—in my case, cooking. Looking up recipes and getting to work on them breaks the boredom, even if I don’t end up eating what I cook. In winter, I am a soup maker, and I have no trouble giving soup away to friends. Who doesn’t like hot soup on cold days? I write new stories or revise old ones. I read and nap and walk the dog and talk with friends on the phone. I take a zoom writing class with Ethel Smith and a small group of local writers. I research things that interest me and look at other people’s art on-line. Life does not have to be lived in the fast lane to be interesting. In fact, establishing a routine is conducive to feelings of contentment. Keeping the same hours every day, even on weekends, is the best thing we can do to improve sleep. And sleep is absolutely necessary to overall health—both physical and mental.

          We privileged humans want our cake and eat it too. We burn the candle at both ends and then wonder why we’re so tired. We watch hours upon hours of violence on television and then wonder why we’re so anxious. We eat pizza and beer and ice cream and then lament our expanding waistlines. We are funny, sometimes ridiculous, creatures. These days of aloneness can be filled with compensatory behaviors like eating and drinking, or they can be filled with creative endeavors. They can be filled with pessimism and anger, or with hope and expectation. This post is a lecture to myself, and an invitation for you to pursue your vitality. Get up, Bucko, and dance.

                                                  In the Spirit,

                                                  Jane

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