Fall
“the
black oaks
fling
their bronze fruit
into all
the pockets of the earth
pock pock
they knock
against the thresholds
the roof
the sidewalk
fill the
eaves
the bottom
line
of the old
gold song
of the
almost finished year...”
Mary Oliver (excerpt from "Fall" Poetry, 1994)
Mary Oliver (excerpt from "Fall" Poetry, 1994)
Have you noticed that
there is a difference in the light in autumn? Something happens when
the sun moves below the equator that causes a golden glow to clasp
the earth in the northern hemisphere. It's almost like a beautiful
child that does not want to leave it's mother. I love this light.
The black oaks outside my
porch are once again reminding me why I put a roof over it. Acorns
crack like bullets on the pavement of my driveway and on the metal
roof across the way. Soon my drive will be covered in them. When I
arrived home from the lake, I noticed for the first time that leaves
are already falling, without color change, without notice—just
brown leaves on the grass. Once Autumn crosses the threshold, she
announces her presence in all the time-honored ways.
This year has seen
dramatic changes in the the climate, some of them disastrous. Here in
Alabama, summer has been unusually temperate, cooler than normal,
wetter than normal. Maybe just an unusual year, maybe a trend—who
knows. Four churning Category 4 or 5 storms at once in the Caribbean
and Gulf is something I can't remember seeing before, but perhaps I
haven't paid close enough attention. Over 100 wildfires burning more
than 7.1 million acres in our Western states seems excessive, but who
can say.
Mother Earth is stirred
up; she will put us in our place without the slightest regard for
what we believe or don't believe. While we are fussing at one another
about the proper role of government, or whether football players
should kneel or not for the national anthem, she churns through
overheated oceans, heaves up the land, and sends devastating winds to
rip apart everything in her path. We are of no more concern to her
than the fish in the sea, or the rocks of a mountain. So, from whence
did all this human chutzpah come? And, when did kneeling become
sacrilegious? I've always thought of it as a way of showing
deference, of acknowledging the sacred. Perhaps I'm out of date.
We have lost our way. Or
maybe not. Perhaps all this completely crazy hazing and posturing,
flinging of insults and obscenities, our game-show focus on
inconsequential things, will be like a wet slap to our collective
faces. Maybe it will wake us up to what truly matters—this earth
and all its living creatures, our sisters and brothers, our
collective life. Could this be head-slap we need? I hope that today you put your focus on something that lifts your spirits, like this beautiful golden light on this autumn day.
In the Spirit,
Jane
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