Solitary
Time
“I asked
myself the question, 'What do you want of your life?' and I realized
with a start and terror, 'Exactly what I have—but I want to be
commensurate, to handle it all better.'”
May Sarton
(Journal of a Solitude; 1973)
In Journal of a
Solitude, May Sarton wrote of longing for “open time, with no
obligations except toward the inner world and what is going on
there.” Time alone, time to think of nothing if that's what one
chooses; time for idle hands and wandering thoughts. Time to devote a
whole day to piddling around with no discernible goal in mind. Think
of it!
How often do you take
time for yourself? Most of us don't even consider it. We are like
those antique postcard images of the mule tethered to the center cog
of a cider press, walking around in a circle all day. We just keep
plodding along. Unfortunately, that is a recipe for waking up one day
and realizing that most of your life is behind you and you can't
remember what you did with it.
Solitary time is
essential to self-knowledge and self-actualization. Time to recharge,
rethink, reconnect. Time to touch base with Spirit, and see how your
soul is doing. Time to think about what comes next. Time to dream,
scheme and plan.
A hefty breeze blows this
morning, turning all the trees into dancers. The clouds speed by.
Birds sing at the top of their lungs. This is truly Sabbath! “Make
it so, No. 1.”
In the Spirit,
Jane
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