Cultivating
Gentleness
“It's
the hard things that break, soft things don't break. It was an
epiphany I had today and I just wonder why it took me so very, very
long to see it! You can waste so many years of your life trying to
become something hard in order not to break; but it's the soft things
that can't break! The hard things are the ones that shatter into a
million pieces.”
C.
JoyBell C.
The
floor of my house is littered with gutless dog toys. Liza loves her
soft play things—ducks and hedgehogs and skunks. Unfortunately,
Gidget, who comes here several days a week for doggie-day-care, loves
them too. Gidget's singular mission is to rip them open and pull out
that squeaky thing inside. Then she systematically pulls every last
scrap of fur off them and all the stuffing out. We call Gidget, who
weighs about seven pounds, “Cacamoto: The Destroyer of Worlds.”
Having her toys stripped and hollow, however, does not make Liza love them
less. When she gets excited about something (usually involving food)
she snatches one up and flings it into the air, “Alleluia!”
When we head to bed at night, she gathers up a couple of them to
bring along. Gutless critters are her comrades.
There's
a metaphor in there somewhere. Soft hearts do break, I'm sorry to
say, but their breaking is the opening needed to allow love to pour
out and light to pour in. It seems to me that we put too great a
value on hardness. We associate soft with feminine, and feminine with
weak, and weak with cowardice. Here is an insight from Leo Rosten
(Captain Newman, M.D.): “I learned that it is the weak who are
cruel, and that gentleness is to be expected only from the strong.”
That has been my experience, too. Gentle people are generally more
secure in themselves, and thus have less need to put others down, or
lord-it-over anyone.
Charlotte
Bronte pointed out the strength of gentleness in Jane Eyre: “Oh!
That Gentleness! How far more potent is it than force!” Gentleness
is a characteristic that would indeed fall into the feminine sphere, in men
as well as women. It is a product of Eros, love. However, anyone
who has encountered a bear with cubs, or, for that matter, any mammal
with a baby, knows there is no more ferocious force on earth than the
protective feminine. She's not one to take lightly (or turn your back on).
In
these days of too much hardness, we would do well to cultivate the softer side of life. Gentleness toward ourselves leads to gentleness toward
others, and that, in turn, leads to a changed heart. Here's a poem by
Sanober Khan to that effect:
“Whatever
you do,
be
gentle with yourself.
You
don't just live in this world,
or
your home
or
your skin.
You
also live
in
someone's eyes.”
In
the Spirit,
Jane
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