Saturday, November 21, 2015

How We Heal-Part 2

Look for the Mystery

I realized it for the first time in my life: There is nothing but mystery in the world, how it hides behind the fabric of our poor, browbeat days, shining brightly, and we don't even know it.”
Sue Monk Kid (The Secret Life of Bees)

The leaves are finally turning fall colors here in the Deep South. It's almost December, and the maple tree outside my kitchen window is now going from green to gold. When I drive over the “mountain” to the post office, the sun shines through reds and oranges, lighting up the world in a whole new way. I can live my life marveling at these small miracles, or I can live it inside my head gnawing away at the state of the world and all the failures of humanity.

I heard the other day that there's a gun range south of town in which the targets are in the shape of humans wearing turbans and hoodies. I can arm myself, learn how to shoot a pistol, or better yet, an automatic weapon, and live in fear of an invasion and massive chaos. I can set up a bunker, assemble an arsenal, and spend my one precious life waiting for the end times. Or I can watch the people, black and white, in my neighborhood who walk their dogs and talk with one another as they go. I can chat with the black man at the bank about his plan to cook Thanksgiving dinner at the Jimmy Hale Mission. We can share our favorite recipes.

How I see the world and its people is entirely up to me. How I choose to live in that same world is up to me as well. I can choose fear or I can choose love. I can peep behind the fabric of my “poor, browbeat days” and catch glimpses of the mystery shining through, or I can live in the dark night of bigotry and hatred. Everyday that I wake up and place my feet on the floor, I have the choice of what that day will look like to me no matter what happens in the next twenty-four hours. I choose love. You can too.

Here's the affirmation: “Today, I will look for the mystery hidden in plain sight.”

                                                In the Spirit,

                                                    Jane

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