Autumn's
Blessing
“At
no other time (than autumn) does the earth let itself be inhaled in
one smell, the ripe earth, in a smell that is in no way inferior to
the smell of the sea, bitter where it borders on taste, and more
honey-sweet where you feel it touching the first sounds. Containing
depth within itself, darkness, something of the grave almost.” Rainer
Maria Rilke (Letters on Cezanne)
This
is the first morning that has a hint of fall in it. The humidity is
down, and the air feels open and easy to breathe. The
changing of the seasons is always a time of remembrance—of times
past, both happy and sad. When major losses come at seasons change,
we remember that loss every subsequent year. I once had a client who
responded to spring, that happiest of all seasons, with dread. She
had a depth charge memory from early childhood of her father's
death—all the fields had been plowed, ready for planting. Forever
more, even into her old age, turned earth triggered a welling up of
sadness within her. Fortunately, we associate seasons with happy
events, too.
But
for most of us here in the deep South, autumn is a breath of fresh
air, a blessed relief from the heat. I'm sure Californians feels the
same—perhaps the wildfires will subside and they will have a season
of peace. My friend, Bud, heads off to Acadia next week; his annual
3-week pilgrimage to assist in the closing of the park. His
excitement is palpable. The allure of the Maine coast is a beacon
calling to him all year long. It is what he will remember most about
autumn for the rest of his life.
Acorns pelt my roof like bird-shot this morning, and there are leaves on the grass
in need of raking. I hope you feel autumn coming wherever you are.
Every season has its own way of blessing.
In
the Spirit,
Jane
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