Writing
Life
“And
it was at that age...Poetry arrived
in
search of me. I don't know. I don't know where
it
came from, from winter or a river.
I
don't know how or when,
no,they
were not voices, they were not
words,
nor silence
but
from a street I was summoned,
from
the branches of night,
abruptly
from others,
among
violent fires
or
returning alone,
there
I was without a face
and
it touched me...”
Excerpt
from “Poetry” by Pablo Neruda
I'm
going to spend today in a writer's conference here in Birmingham. I
will listen to other writers talk about their process and read from
their most recent work. I will be inspired to work harder on my own
book, and will feel less put-upon when they say how long it took them
to get published and how many rejection letters they received in
trying. They will say it takes five to ten years to go through all
the revisions, and that you want to give up and throw your work into
the fire, or pull all your hair out and scream before anyone takes
you seriously. I've heard it all before, but I want to hear it again.
Somehow other people's failures make my own easier to take.
One
old writer who read my early manuscript—first draft, very
rough—told me essentially not to quit my day job. Most writers
don't—they work at a regular job that provides food and a roof and
such, while they write. She also questioned why I wanted to write
about such “trashy old people” and not aristocrats like herself.
The reason to me was clear—those “trashy old folks” are my
peeps—the ones I grew up with and who speak their own sort of
wisdom. I don't know aristocratic from nothin', and you write about
what you know.
Like
Pablo Neruda, most people write because they have to; writing finds
them and holds them by the throat until they surrender. Why would
anyone go through such torture otherwise. I mean, I could be dancing
the light-fantastic down on the boulevard with the highfalutin
upper-crust if I wasn't stuck here writing this blog! So, today I
will draw inspiration from other tortured souls, and I will strive
to pass it along to you. (Not the tortured part, just the inspiration.)
I
hope your day is full of contentment.
In
the spirit,
Jane
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