Sunday, February 3, 2013

Lessons leaned by accident.


Starting Over

What do you first do when you're learning to swim? You make mistakes, do you not? And what happens? You make other mistakes, and when you have made all the mistakes you possibly can without drowning—and some of them many times over—what do you find? That you can swim! Well, life is just the same as learning to swim. Do not be afraid of making mistakes, for there is no other way of learning how to live.”
                                          Alfred Adler

Life is a series of mistakes, backward steps, and blind alleys—all necessary to the learning process. Some of the mistakes we make cost us dearly, and some are minor inconveniences. Mistakes are not the problem—it's what you do in response to them that matters. If you are able to shake off the dust, however loathsome and dense it may be, learn from the mistake, and begin again, then there is hope of turning a travesty into a triumph. If making mistakes stops you in your tracks, or makes you tuck tail and run, there is no hope either of learning, or of triumph.

I am a grand maker of mistakes. Most of us have certain kinds of blunders that we make over and over, like some exotic dance to which we alone know the steps. I have many more than one. Very early in life, we learn patterns of behavior, coping skills, and ways of defending ourselves that we come back to repeatedly. My particular favorites are rationalization and denial. I have a lifetime of practice with those and have honed them into a fine work of art. Some people are more comfortable simply tuning out, or having another drink or piece of chocolate cake, or blaming others for whatever seems amiss in their lives—all of which are dead-ends. No learning takes place there.

The very best that we can hope for is that our mistakes will become so obvious, so loud and outrageous, that we cannot ignore them or wave them away. Then we can begin again by fitting in another piece of the jigsaw puzzle that is life.

                                                 In the spirit,
                                                   Jane

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